Oh my, I am struggling to stay awake
Every inch of my body just wants to lie down and fall asleep.
I did go out this morning, then went to the supermarket, and taxied home. I am quite proud of my efforts actually! Helps that I went out with very supportive people who picked me up, and were good at making me feel relaxed and comfortable. They dropped me at the supermarket afterwards, where I bought way too much food!
Having too much food is probably a good thing at this stage though, because hopefully it means I won’t need to go to the supermarket for ages. I don’t usually shop like this, but I got heaps of pre-packaged microwave type meals, so that when I am too anxious to cook, or leave my room etc – I can still have something to eat for dinner/ lunch.
My list that I made last night, of course, did not make it into my bag, and half the things I had planned to get, I forgot about. Typical.
All of that must have been far too exhausting for me, because when I got home, i accidentally fell asleep for about 3 hours… until a politician came and knocked on my door and I had to get up, and politely tell them, that no, actually, I didn’t want a huge sign advertising their party on my fence thank you very much.
So since then I have been resisting the urge to fall back asleep, because I want to be able to sleep tonight!